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Back to a very different work tomorrow Hols have been awesome theres been up days & down days Lots of learning control & to enjoy the moment This is a summary of a string of tweets posted today Tomorrow for the 1st time since 2003 I walk into a school, not part of a senior … Continue reading
A series of Tweets documenting a blip in the life of my particular depression & anxiety. So sorry to complain again. This morning is not a good one in my head. Again in the spirit of raising the profile of mental illness. I will share. After yet another few episodes of sleepless nights…. Awake stupidly … Continue reading
Thinking about it, the only time recently I really feel like me is when I’m out walking in the hills, on those occasions when I escape from everyday life, my clouds lift and I come alive in all that open space, then in the half-light, after listening to my otherwise empty mind, return, aching but … Continue reading
“by the time I recognise this moment, this moment will be gone” John Mayer At the risk of becoming a whinging bore & probably repeating what those much wiser than me have said before….. After more depression reflection, is it all about learning how to identify & hold on to good feelings, like the one … Continue reading
The following are a series of Tweets from Wednesday 25th May when I was feeling my depression relapsing. I felt a need to share to raise awareness of just how it can affect daily life. The Tweets are all from an 8 hour period. Any tweets during today are in the spirit of sharing, not … Continue reading
You can check all the “symptom” websites you like but depression is such an individual experience which just crept up on me. Symptoms are not always what you expect. Heres what happened to me when I began swimming in darkness. 1. When, at 2 a.m. you see more shadows in your room than you thought … Continue reading
I posted this on my Facebook Account on Friday and have been completely overwhelmed by the comments from friends both in support and empathy with my situation. This illustrates just how much support is out there if you are prepared to accept and talk about your illness. On reflection, I’ve probably suffered for years but … Continue reading
The little guy I played Subbuteo with on the dining room table graduated with 1st class honours & Masters distinction this week…… The little guy I’ve been to Games Workshop Gamesday with for the last ten years graduated with 1st class honours & Masters distinction this week…… The little guy I spent lots of time … Continue reading
As a cyclic species, we humans are very sensitive to anniversaries, and I have a 3 Year one right now. I didn’t know it at the time, but, 3 Years ago this week I was about to have a mental breakdown, but as I blogged back then all the signs were there. This was followed … Continue reading
*cue intro music* John; “welcome to this new series and the first challenge will be to make The Universe” Gregg; “cosmic inflation doesn’t get tougher than this” John; “You have 10^-31 seconds to get your ingredients and then 13.9 billion years to complete the dish” You may begin” Recipe The Universe Preparation and Cooking Time … Continue reading
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